im finally back after the MYEs!
everything online feels so distant now. oh! ):
truth is, i didnt do well for MYEs. or at least, not as to my expectations. well... i felt like i was really prepared for the exam. but still... perhaps this is what you call helpless. yea.. i really feel helpless now. ive never been in such a state, where im even ashamed to bring my results for DSA. i'll be really thankful if they decide to accept me in the end. chances are low though.
today im really thankful to many teachers that took so much trouble just to settle my CCA thingy! it really makes me feel like. the teachers and us are walking hand in hand together! sounds mushy.. but ya. that's what i genuinely feel inside.
a few days ago, i had funny and random thoughts. i just didnt know what to do with my life. what i wanted, what i should be doing. i totally had no clue to it. it's not like i have now, but still, i guess im not that emotional asa compared to the other day.
life is so confusing. at times, you can be so high up in the heavens. the next moment, you could be dropping down all the way to hell without even realising it yourself. the only conclusion i have for today is that, i have wasted far too much time. it's not too late to catch up, but i must defintely start now. i really do hope i'll make it in time for olevels!

jiayous eunice. you can do it.