a start of another week. (which actually cuts the time to olevels by another week)
oh wells. the time bomb is still active. talks by vjc and nyjc are catalyst! at least they made me ffeel like i am so going to work hard so i wont end up in a..........***** JC.
this year seems so..liefe determining. some people say yes. some people say no. why cant i be like those breadtalk boss.or some creative boss? someone that does really do well in school but turns out... RICH? i guess you always have to walk the tough way through. to totally feel accomplished about achieving something. but it's somewhat..sad to say, that i've never really really really really REALLY done anything great.(or at least not great enough) to feel accomplished. maybe i could get L1R5=6!! MAYBE.
one day i'll be successful. to me, what really matters isnt what's going to appear on the certificate i guess. okay. maybe only to a small extent. but what matters is that i guess im able to stand up and say, i have achieved being a person of high moral values, probably slightly higher than a average person? that's all that matters to me. people with results too good often have thier heads stuck in the clouds. i cant even reach the clouds. but at least im as tall as the trees! one day i'll be there.